Sibei laoya ... dunno what I'm doing ... perhaps its too daunting. He is everywhere... in my mind, in my sleep... argh ~ Shyn is sibei lao ya !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well well well.... life's little ironies are the happenings that make you think. and somehow I got related to HELLO KITTY instead... LOLss ... dunno y but ya.. somehow I got linked to hello kitty when i think of everything. Like what Feron say, shyn has got a Catty face ...oways call me cat face shynna ...

Many ppl do not understand why hello kitty has no mouth. Hmm ~ me, being an avid fan, i knw. Yuko Yamaguchi is the 3rd designer of hello kitty and she still is till this very day. She created kitty with no mouth because, Kitty is out to suit every one.

Well, what do i mean? I mean, kitty can be any expression u want her to be just by simply adding a "mouth of ur own choice". Still dun get it? Ok .. here are a few i created on my own, take a look - - - -

Hehehe ~

As the saying goes "curiosity killed the cat"

Yeah ... have to agree at some point that i am always full of curiosity and that often got me into many deep shit and trouble. And also these shit that made me learn a lesson each time i stumble.

And another saying goes "don't let the cat out of the bag" - meaning don't tell others of a seceret you upkeep. Well, ya.. i hold many keys to alot of people's minds and it takes me to die along with it, not leaking a single word. Its all buried deep within my thoughts.

And yet another mythological believe - cat has 9 lives. And therefore, shynna wont die at this moment... it will take my curiosity to find out more and upkeep more secrets and also stumble more to learn more before i die ..

Buahaha ~ therefore I am shyn the cat who loves hello kitty so muchie muchie ~~

I can be anything you want me to be. Happy shyn, angry shyn. Just at one command, I can be good, sweet ... at the same time, bad and evil.

But that does not mean you can easily manupilate my thoughts. I am not a "hear say" person. It will take me time to observe, think, digest and reflect before I react...

However ... lao ya shyn is now randered in a helpless situation ... buahaha ...

Yeah yyeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ~~ I am rather confuse at this point that is why i am remain stagnent at where i am at this moment. Not slipping away, neither rising ... Just still ....

thinking and planning out my next step .... Life's little ironies .. Hmm !

can reli burn me down sometimes ... maybe like what i oways say ... Shynna is up for adoption!! i need an owner ... need guidence... argh ~ lao ya lao ya lao ya ~~

the ever determine me is now bury deep within my thoughts... I can be a prowless tigeress deep in the woods, ever hunting, ever searching just to feed my own pack .. but at times ... I am very tired ...

I wish to be in a zoo, even a circus ... need a zoo keeper or ring master just to tame me... sick n tired of making decisions all the time ... argh ~~ where is the person that can deserve my loyalness and let me be tame kitty ??? I am just someone who does not wana be do dominant.