5/31/2010 09:46:00 am | Monday 31 May 2010
~=+What Happen To My Most Anticipated Sundays?+=~
Im sitting in my office having the monday blues.. clocked in at 9.20am cos this morning i cant find the darn house keys ... nvm ... argh ... still pondering and wondering how come now a days i keep having mood swings..
I tot by meeting him will make me feel better ... but whenever he has a suggestion of doing things i dun feel like doing or going places i dun feel like going .. i get steamed .. but recently, after learning his stress and problems that he is facing at work, i try to give in to wherever he wana go n doing whatever he suggests ... in my mind, all i have to do is endure the few hours and soon it be over, i can go home and sleep ....
Usually, im looking forward to sundays, so that i can see him. Most times we spent eating supper, going to the beach, finding places to juz cuddle up, make out ...
Recently .. the feelings seemed to be different. Last nite i met him. I've juz sprained my ankle on Saturday, its not reli serious, the swelling had gone down. But the pain is still there. When i met him at the carpark, he was on the line with someone. I knw is work related so i din wana disturbed him. After the phone call, we headed to help my mum post letters den headed to changi for supper. I watched him eat as usual as i dun take supper ...
There was not much of a conversation. He was worried about the closing date of his sales in which i am redundant at a point i am of not much help. Can only listen to his probs n snags at that point. And he initiated that he wanted to make phone calls to some ppl so that he can prospect them in getting his sales target for the month. I was a lil turn off... we finally get to meet and i tot we were suppose to spent quality time together, yet he said he wanted to make phone calls to try close the sales ... i knw work is important... nevertheless, i can only bare with it and juz let him do wat he deem fit.
After supper, we went to take a walk along the Changi beach. My ankle was hurting due to the sprain, both my calves ached as i was giving out flyers door to door on both Friday and Saturday. I cant reli voice out my agony, i juz followed each and every foot step he took to look for a quiet spot to sit down. Apparently, its the school holidays season, so, each and every nook was filled with groupies and was very rowdy..
I got so fed up with walking along the beach, cant tolerate the noise and also my aching calves and ankle, i suggested to leave. I kept quiet thru out the whole trip in the car.. baring the pain in my legs...
he den suggested that we find a quiet spot to make out .. in which we did... after which he sent me home. Never did he asked abt my abrasion on my left shoulder.. the aches in my calves for running block to block and door to door giving out flyers ... having fallen down the stairs and injuring my ankle .. if i were to confront him, he will tell me that "he did not ask does not mean he not concern. he did not show does not mean he not heart pain. he does not respond does not mean he dun appreciate."
so .. i learn to keep quiet and let him do whatever he feels is right. Knowing his woes of wanting to hit his sales target so badly, i dun wana add on to the stress to him by nagging at him. Juz quietly sit by him, stand by him, hoping that everything went smooth for him.
and i'm not sure if he is getting cranky .. he recently began asking me about the depth of the sea bed, my knowledge of 2012, asking me about random stuff in which i had given him the answers long long ago .. or have we reli ran out of topics to tok about?
to me, sunday used to be a day where we juz snug into each others' arms and tok nonsense, juz laughed and joke abt almost anything .. but recently i have been attacked by random and tactical qns which require my brain power.. in which most of it has been used up cos i've been helping him doing write ups and testimonials of his biz and coming up wit strategies to gain awareness .. my brain is almost empty and the power close to used up ....
am i doing the right thing? where is this relationship heading to?
i love him too much to let go, love him too much to add on to his burden. can only share his probs, help to solve his snags .. and on my part, suffer in silence .....
~=+Shynna love him too much to voice out her pain cos she does not wana add on to his burdens+=~
5/28/2010 12:48:00 pm | Friday 28 May 2010
~=+Stressful Weeks On Ends+=~
Its been a tiring few weeks for me. My day job burning me out with deadlines after deadlines. Used to be handling only simple accounts and commission, tally sales figure and such. Now i am being taught how to deal with visa/master transactions and the deduction of IPP and such. Best part, preparing roadshow forms, and the necessary things that the road show staff needs.
And now, inventory and audit of goods are also my job.. +geez+ Im really burning out. And I am trying my best to perform, dun wana let those who carry hopes on me. Now times are really different. I've moved home with mum and paying for certain things on the household as I feel I am obligated to since she is kind enough to put me up.
Now comes the bombastical part where I have to do things out of affection. Printing flyers, giving them out door to door under the HOT SUN - My nemesis .... hais ...
Its stressful and wearing me down. I have not been feeling well recently. Having constant migraines and giddiness.. I did not tell anyone about this cos .. dun wan anyone to worry. Showing up at work everyday without MC cos i dun wana disappoint my boss as well.. I have no social life. No more parties, drinking till pukes, dun even have time to meet up with friends for proper dinner or catching up ... Just because I am subjected to do things out of AFFECTION
Well, so the most recent dining experienced I had was with someone by the name of Jennifer. Since I'm like so enthu about this acupuncture slimming, I decided to meet another person whom had went thru the whole process. The results are astounding. Apart from the article I wrote for The Kiasu Times (last issue was in May), the successful slimming case of Trissy Chan. I met Jennifer to learn more about the whole process.
This is Jennifer after she given birth to her 2nd child. She weighed about 68kg, almost close to 70kg. At her height of 157cm, she is over weight. Extremely overweight I should say. And the it was causing her knee caps joints to be very painful to carry her excessive weight. Doing housework like mopping the floor caused her to suffer from servere and acute pain to the joints of her knee caps and ankles joints. Even climbing short stairways caused her to huff and puff for air.
According to the BMI calculation (weight(kg) divided by height(M) multiply by height(M), Jennifer had a BMI of 28.12, its over weight and close to obesse. A healthy person should have the BMI calculation of about 18 to 22.
Jennifer got worried about her aching joints, therefore she went to consult her family doctor. The doctor prescribed her some pain killers and also adviced her to lose weight as her legs are not able to endure her heavy weight. Jennifer then went to a beauty spa saloon to sign up a weight lost package.
She spent more than $3000, buying products after products. She was wrapped with transparent film applied with so called fat burning formula. Consultants even gave her a diet plan to follow. After the treatment sessions were completed, Jennifer lost nothing only her $3000. The slimming programme did not work at all. She felt cheated and dishearten.
Fortunately, she met a friend whom introduced her to acupuncture slimming.
The picture above is Jennifer now. I met her just last Wednesday. Look at the drastical effects and the magic of acupuncture slimming!!
Jennifer went to a local beauty lab introduced by her friend and signed up a 3mths course for acupuncture slimming. This weight management package comes with 4 organic traditional chinese medicine oral products.
1) B&H capsules - this product endhances the colon system to function effectively and remove toxic that are in our body. It also promotes a better digestive system and break down stubborn fats.
2) S-Factor Plus - this is actually a supplement for people who lead a busy lifestlye and have no time for proper meals. It is 100% organic, contains no sturated fats and can also help reduce the risk of heart disease.
3) IMU 6 Colostrum - It improves the body absorption of nuitrents, increases bone mass,
streghten the body immune system and can regulate the body foundations preventing a person not to fall sick so easily and also wounds heal faster. The metalbolism rate will also increase.
4) Celebtrim H-P57 - This special product is able to cause the brain to think that the stomach is full. (incredible right?) It can curb the calorie intake and suppress appetite. Most importantly. this product is made of a cactus-like plant call the Hoodia, therefore it contains no harmful chemicals or causes any side effects.
With all the products mentioned above and a few sessions of acupuncture to enhance the body energy flow and blood circulation, Jennifer manage to lose 14.5kg within 3 months. She now weighs 53.5kg. And her BMI reading is 21, under the healthy range. All her muscle joints problems are also all cured thru all the acupuncture sessions.
Wonderful isnt it?
You can click on the facebook link --> ~=+Beauty is Just this Easy+=~
Or you can email me at kayumi_80@hotmail.com Leave me ur contact number and arrange an appointment to come down to our lab for a full body analysis !!
~+=Shynna wants everyone to knw acupuncture Slimming is EFFECTIVE!=+~
~+=Shynna wants everyone to knw acupuncture Slimming is EFFECTIVE!=+~
5/15/2010 10:05:00 pm | Saturday 15 May 2010
~=+The Interesting Facts+=~
Hey all,
Thanks for the email responds on the acupuncture slimming that i've gotten few days ago. And i've realised that most of you throw me the same question. I will hereby share the more facts of acupuncture with you hope that it can be of more help to answering your questions.
Most of you have thrown me the number one question:
DOES IT HURT?? needles !!! sounds scary.
OK, now here is the answer:
Modern acupunturist uses disposable stainless steel needles of fine diameter. According to the measurement is about 0.18 to 0.5mm, which is far far finer than normal needles which are used for injections.
According to the picture above, all of u can see the measurement. Now compare to a normal injex needle below:
The left needle with the red tip is so so so so much finer than compared to the normal needle on the right. So as u can see, if an acupuncture needle penetrates the flesh, it only causes little or no pain at all if ur pain endurance is high.
Interesting isnt it?
The benefits of acupuncture are almost endless.. from curing ailments, pain, and most importantly if the improvement of medical science, now it can even help in weight lost !!!
so, do not hesitate. Email me at kayumi_80@hotmail.com and leave me ur contact particulars so that our friendly consultant can get back to you asap or simply juz dial 98179541
~=+Shynna loves sharing facts+=~
5/11/2010 06:47:00 pm | Tuesday 11 May 2010
~=+Come Give It A Try+=~
Hahaha .... the comic strip above ...
how many of us have experienced such things? exercising, dieting ... but the weight seems to be always there.
Well Well, y not try acupuncture slimming?
A safe method of not only losing that extra pounds but also able to adjust our health. Build up a better immune system and lead a healthier lifestyle without the hassle of depriving yourself from good food and also the pleasure of a relaxing way to lose weight?? Email me @ kayumi_80@hotmail.com for more quires!! Don't wait!!
~=+Shynna encourages acupuncture slimming+=~
