=+~My Life Stories+=~

6/20/2010 06:43:00 pm | Sunday, 20 June 2010

~=+Our Farewell - (Song by Within Temptation)+=~

In my hands, a legacy of memories
(All those good n bad times we've spent.. by the beach, my 1st prawning trip ... etc..)

I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
(every night, this is the scene I've always dream of)

But there is nothing but silence now (You M.I.A for so many days... no reply of sms even)
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell? (So ... is this the way that our love will end?)

Sweet darling you worry too much (I knw u hv ur work problems and sales not hit)
my child See the sadness in your eyes (using my innocence, i feel ur sadness)
You are not alone in life (u hv a family, friends n also not forgetting having me by ur side)
Although you might think that you are

Never thoughtThis day would come so soon (its sooner or later u will choose this path but i never expected that it will be now that i need u most by my side)

We had no time to say goodbye (u went to camp ... n that was the last i've seen of u)
How can the world just carry on? (the world still revolves. i still hv to work, day night cycle still going on)

I feel so lost when you are not by my side (esp now .. when i am facing probs with my ex husband and his dumb police case and me .. just came out from hospital)

But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved (you sms me today {20/06/2010} saying that u wanted to be alone)
Is this our farewell? (so ... this is the way our relationship ends?)

So sorry your world is tumbling down (and yet i cant do anything to help despite me keep helping u to give out flyers on wkends and thinking of ways to create awareness)

I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep (don't think so much. i hope ur probs will solve soon. i've been watching over u almost every night for the past 6months.. so .. take care if u can)

Because my child, this not our farewell.
This is not our farewell. (we will still remain as friends ... we will meet again i'm sure)

~=+Shynna feels so lost and alone+=~

Surrealistic Shynna