6/30/2008 02:18:00 am | Monday 30 June 2008
~=+Boring n Emo+=~
I found dis quote on photobucket... lol sibei cute.The sad truth is that MOST EVIL is done by PEOPLE who kenot make up their minds about BEING BAD OR EVIL.
What comes around GOES AROUND.
Am making some changes to my life soon lo. burying shynna for good. maybe throwing away dis site for good too... starting another blogger.... maybe is like called shynnna-cutie or pinky fraily ... lol ... haven think of it yet.
will update on ritual n date soon. BYE BYE EMO.
hello PRINCESS
WHY DO PPL TELL U TO BELIEVE IN WHAT YOU WANT TO BELIEVE BUT THEN TELL U NOT TO BELEIVE IN THE ONE TRUE THING U WANA BELIEVE IN?
THE BITTER TEARS SHED OVER GRAVES ARE FOR THE WORD LEFT UNSAID AND DEEDS LEFT UNDONE.
I SAY NO IS BECAUSE I DUN WANA PRESSURE YOU.
I SAY YES IS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH.
Like a garbage I go back to doing
Whatever I may wish, it's weed life
Night and day at the end of the day,all day and so every day
I scream even in my dreams I want to become happy
The dark, dark Sunday, the blood stains You can't save yourself
The dark, dark Sunday, the blood stains One day I will f**k your parents
~=+ GOOD BYE WORLD +=~
6/29/2008 02:22:00 am | Sunday 29 June 2008
~=+Shynna went Shopping+=~
Wow wow.... had a busy wkend socializing wit my frens dis wk.
Ytd (27/06/08 fri) went to meet up wit Wendy and frens for K session. Honey was also there. It was fun man... having to spend time wit all these long time no see frens... so miss them.
den is today... (28/06/08 sat)
shynna finally went shopping !! bought a dress at wendy's work place... and had loads of fun and laughter wit honey ... hahaha.... basically juz gothing around.. reli miss those times together where we used to crap and laught at each other's stupidity. 
we went to orchard and discovered a shop selling geisha rebel kimono and other lolita fashion stuff... i am making a point that i am definately going back there to get myself a pair of Mary Janes... ><
Then we walked aroung enjoyed OLD CHANG KEE ... lolss ... walk walk walk joke joke joke .... crap crap crap....
<------------
SEE ME!!!!
its LOLITA!!!! sibei cute...
haven been dressing up for so long. and having a chance to dress up like dis makes me so relax and myself... Oo
ya.. den went over to sit near to de esplanade and manage to catch a glimpse of the fire works from the national day parade rehersal. i din take any snap shots of it cos my HP cam resolution sux ...
and den... dis wk is a busy wk... me n my dear dun have time to meet up. T.T
so miss him O
he seems so busy and so lost in his work.. each nite he reach home and seems like we got nothing to tok.. maybe he is juz too tired to tok.
i read a book call When Mars n Venus Collide... it says that dis is call the stretching period. let him do his own things if he is reli busy and if he comes back to u den he is URS.... Oo
so let him be o... i do my own things and keep myself busy and he do his own things and be busy wit his... so when he comes back i know that HE IS MINE!!
i miss him so much.. go shopping oso keep toking abt him... geez... 1st time in this 3mths of dating that we whole wk did not tok much, did not sms much and DIN EVEN MEET UP!!!
T.T
*yawnz* so late redi... tmr still hav to teach tuition... think i am hitting the hay stack now.... its a busy day tmr... teaching frm 10am - 7pm .... geezzzz on a sunday..... ARGH...
DEAR DEAR I MISH U Oo
~=+ SHYNNA MISSES HER DEAR +=~
6/25/2008 11:56:00 am | Wednesday 25 June 2008
~=+The Ultimate D (final chapter)+=~
This is the final chapter to The Ultimate D... i hope...I finally got the deed of divorce from Tachi yesterday. I've viewed and read the details in the deed. There are some ammendments to be made. So i told him to change it then get back to me.
After this week, next week will be the court thingy and it leads to the end of our 8yr frenzy relationship.
I used to think that i gain nothing out of this 8years but after much thinking and speculating. I feel that I've learnt many things.
I've leant to look at things from different angles. I've learnt that approach is very important. How to phrase a sentence and the tone of talking to another person is very essential. If the tone is wrong or the words used are too harsh then it will lead to disaster.
Well.. it is oredi the final frontier and now, i feel that there is a peace and relieve in my heart. Its time i start working on my future plans of getting a flat and some savings.
6/20/2008 11:14:00 pm | Friday 20 June 2008
~=+Sentosa Part 2+=~
ok ... my mama decided to send me SOME of the pics frm her cam ... den all is me n my princess ... take a look and comment.. ^^
ok ... here is wad we saw at songs of the sea... her cam super power... can take damn clear de... ^^ nice... 
here is de 2nd pic from her cam.... clear... (my dear de cam take de all dark dark so kenot upload) 
lastly is THIS SHOT.... OMG....LOL..... my mama call it AH PEK SMOKING AT SENTOSA....
bobian la... my dear was sick ma... so everywhere he went he sit n smoke.... slacker...
lolsss...
tt's all folks......
6/15/2008 07:31:00 pm | Sunday 15 June 2008
~=+Sentosa+=~
WAh... woke up at 12.30pm today.. so tired o.... went to sentosa YTD... (14/06/2008 saturday) FUN FUN FUN..... 1st time after 426yrs of living ... FINALLY WENT TO SIT IN A CABLE CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolsss.... sibei sua ku ... lolzz... ><
Din have snap shot cos i was busy enjoying the height!!
(enjoying th height!! not de scenery!! haha)
went to de butterfly aviary.. insect kingdom... so fun lo ... realise insects oso got ah gua de.... de photo is wit my mama and she lazy to send to me ... duhss... oni got me n mag de photo...
see la.... both of us are sibei FAT!!! ><den we went to de under water world lo... is so wasted..
the rest of the snap shots all wit my mama!!!
all dis is use mag de cam take de .... za dao... so all ish me n her.... ><
and dis photo.. u see me!! my eyes almost closing ... kaozz.... ><
YEAH .... dis is me n my dear... mag took for us de. its in de tunnel of the under water world... see we sweet ma?? Oo
and hor... dunno wad kinda occassion it is ... so SO SO SO SO MANY INDIANsSSS.... ( no offence i dun hate indians i am not racis.. juz tt.. tt day was reli pack wit indian tourists)
OKOK .... me n mag again ....><at the merlion walk.
we skipped the 4D show cos my darling daughter din wana go.... geez.....
sianz half ...
LOOK!!! my nicole princess and bryant. ^^
kids are oways so cute.
Den .... here is me and my dear again ... taken at somewhere near de merlion walk.
he poor thing de lo. was sick that day, still walk wit us the whole day under the sun ... T.T
muz sayang him more. ><
and here is me n mag AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
taken at the Songs of The Sea....
erm... i wouldn't say its nice la. maybe the kids will enjoy it more den i did... ><>
i bought myself a small key chain of a fish named Oscar. din have photo... ><
then it marks de end of our trip le .... tiring.... but ok la...
Kinda enjoy... muz make a point to go again. ^^
The next time, shynna wana go try Beach Volley Ball. ^^
6/13/2008 01:24:00 am | Friday 13 June 2008
~=+ Love you Hate you +=~
LOVE YOU HATE YOU.....
finally found this song
6/10/2008 10:56:00 am | Tuesday 10 June 2008
~=+The Horrible Truth+=~
The emperor rules over the world keeping the Hermit clap between him and the high priestess. leaving her in a dilema caught up with the wheel of fortune and upon over reacting with the tempertance she leads into a death situation meaning she gets a new life..
but.... wait a min.. how come is 3 words.???
swords peirce thru heart... some more 3.. now i think back i knw y... ARGH... how can i be so careless???????
only by making the right choice will i den see the moon .... WTF.....
and i think i juz stumbled.... besides.... swords.... its de words that cut like KNIVES... the neglect that cause me to wither !!! walao eh.......
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ><
~=+withering to death+=~
~=+withering to death+=~
~=+ How can i over look such a reading? +=~
6/08/2008 05:56:00 pm | Sunday 8 June 2008
~=+BORING+=~
Its another one of those wks gone, hmm~~
Friday (06/06/08) had a boost of red wine... yippie... in my own home. got tipsy and found myself being latch out of de fucking hse. zzz... nvm
Saturday(07/06/08) woke up and hangover, night time was worst... maple server down and kenot go in .... cant patch.... zzz T.T wad could be worst?? spend my nite on msn wit mappie toking nonsense and got to knw tt mel n ying getting married.. geez was lock in my own world till i went to slp at 4am... ke lian...
ppl ask, u not at bf hse meh? no need pei him? he watching tv.. he lock in his own world oso... plus he doing some future forecast for his fren.. so i dun disturb him lo... geez 
Sunday (today 08/06/08) woke up. went to teach tuition.. late... - AS USUAL- and feel glad tt de misunderstanding between Tif n me is over.. thanks M8.. ^^ i appreciate ya understanding.
den now... sit here write blog. dunno wad to do next. maybe go jogging. den i think its de end of my week. so uneventful.
where is party shynna? -KENNA BAN-
now is nothing but work work work... i tot no more wit tachi my life will be a lil much different. a lil more eventful perhaps. but hey hey.... its same as before. nothing but work.
n de fact tt tachi witout me is drinking every wkends wit his frens.. his boss even bought him a laptop and he seem better high flying than me... geez .. so unfair.. i slog for so long and am still slogging.
i am withering to death for crying out loud. i tot i wanted simplicity. but this kinda simple is a lil too much for me. work, coffee shop, home... dis is my life now. zzz i feel a lil tied down. but the fact is, ya i admit that my drinking habits are a lil hazordous at times. haix.... wad is freaking wrong wit me? argh.....
i read up an article on bringe drinking on the newspapers juz now. i think i am one of those bringe drinkers... geezz ... no boose no home... but wat is life wit no boose? some would ask... you're still young, go out see de world...
the fact is i am tired... i need a break... a wkend get away. do some stupid stuff... get drunk on a deserted beach...swim naked in de sea, moon bath naked on de beach, look for a dark cave... have sex inside. lolsss. laff at each others' stupidity after we get drunk...puke den laff at each other again... but i guess it would never happen. geez..
2 ppl dun see eye to eye.. so juz compromise and gif and take. i continue to lead a boring life till my limits cant take den think of a way out... SG is juz such a boring place... damn fuck.
den tachi has been smsing me every now and den la... dunno wad he wans... he keep asking me if we are still frens. of cos is frens lo... den wad? kenot say no de ma... duhzz..
ahhhhhh..... one more wk... next wk will be eventful. saturday(14/06/08) going to sentosa. will try to upload as many picx on de outing as possible.
stay tuned... i am going to do facial now since nothing to do... geezz.... kelian de shynna needs a breather.
diana: eh, does ya bf kiss u?
me: of cos la.. siao where got ppl ask dis kinda qn wan?
diana: no la.. curious ma. i wonder how come Eddy dun kiss me.
me: ? huh? (dun reli get wad she meant)
diana: eddy la, he dun seem to like kissing me at all. de most only peck on de cheek or lips. dun have those like passionate kiss wan lo.
me: ? huh? (a lil oblivious)
diana: walao!! u knw wad i toking abt ma?
me: er, ya, u said eddy seldom kiss u passionately. but, does it reli matter? he loves u can le ma.. no meh?
diana: u dun get it.... maybe its my problem. i juz feel that i need de affectionate kiss from him to assure our LOVE...
me:jibai... lai la... i kiss u lo.. ai mai?? (laugh laugh giggle giggle)
diana: fuck la... u dun und de meaning of romance de lo.
me: ROMANCE is not my cup of tea. i am juz begining to believe in love.. so .... even if he doesnt even fuck me, i will oso think is ok..
diana: i need de passionate kiss FROM HIM!!!!!
me: walao eh!!! den wad? u wan me to tell him for u izit? jibai bitch. bo kiss den bo lo.... very important meh?
diana: tok to u like shit.... call u later... going to do manicure now..
zzzz..... i dunno wads de point of dis conversation. but i juz feel that physical contact is not important to me.... its de feeling lo.... aiyo.... diana... u think too much le.... ><
de fact that he actually made her a scarp book and she does not even appreciates it... how to make dis kinda gal happy??? za dao!!!
6/02/2008 11:17:00 am | Monday 2 June 2008
~=+Eventful Sunday+=~
Wah.. dis sunday (01/06/08) was a busy day.. woke up at 11.30am at his hse and found myself -------- LATE AS USUAL... mum called me and i cant siam from de early fathers' day lunch which ppl from my household organised. brushed my teeth in 10mins and *zoom* to take a cab. geez... lucky i was not de last to arrived.. if not make "lime light" again... T.T
ppl in my household decided to have buffet at sakura at the tampines safra... eat till my tummy going to *boom* OMG... i think the amt of food that all of us consumed was able to feed an average family for ONE WEEK.. LOLss... below are some snap shots at de buffet lunch.
U see ... i so happy when i saw they have Doraemon's favorite food... its dong luo shao!! haha ^^
see de larger image of de dong luo shao.. lol
i so crazy over dis thing.
Oo.... dis is called... forgotten call wat liao la...
something something yaki wan....
(if u all knw pls tell me thru my cbox thanks)
aaaaahhhhhh ...... mouth open big big ...
eat eat eat...
xiao yi (youngest aunty) took dis shot for me
... lol cute... look so chubby and fat
see my siao yi and baby cousin nana.... so sweet~~~~
haha^^
you all guess ...... dis is who??? hahaha ^^
dis is my mum... pro bowler. wearing her shoes, tying de laces and redi to bowl. lols
STRIKE AAAAHHHH~~~
PRO PRO PRO
dis is my pro cousin vincent ..... see .... lol .....
cute pattern when he bowl.
you see what is vincent doing??
table soccer!!! i play wit him and i lost.... lol
look at pro vincent and my mama at de archery!!!
lolss....
sibei pro 
and nevertheless mum strike a few bullseye wor..
my mama so lihai... ^^
well well.... de archery marks de end of our eventful and tiring day.
Then nite time is maple time... me n my vege king, chong wai kit spent 4long hours at de cloud park hunting maple shield... end up.. i got it again!!! 3 shields in 2days!!! wahahahaha... shynna pro hor?
sibei kanasai ... below is a pic of me .... my new image... sweet shynna... tell me ya opinion in my cbox... ty ty
