3/01/2010 09:59:00 am | Monday, 1 March 2010
~=+Its all About Having The Best of Both Worlds+=~
I was being thrown a few questions last nite which left me a lil speechless at the beginning. But after much consideration, I think I am able to face things and handle things at a more rational stage at this point of my life.
Well, he asked me if it was fair for me to be that hidden lady in the midst. He asked me y am I doing this ..
To me, its not about why.. there is not logical explanation to my choice. Perhaps, just plain simple, I was not given much of a choice to begin with. Even though how much i tell myself that i cant fall for him. But somehow, things have had happened. And, somehow there are a few development to certain things that have been kept blanketed.
And its not about the choice i was given. There are certain things in which i cant control. When 2 people meet up, this is fate. when things develop, it is call destiny, when good things happen, it is call natural and when things happen for the worst, it is nothing but karma...
At this moment i am still in control. But for how long? I'm not sure. i can only say that i enjoy the simplicity now and noting the fact that i did not ask for such things to happen. No one can control the feelings of the heart. Every one has the right to feel... and i just think that there is nothing wrong to develop a little something for someone even though that someone may not feel like wise.
No one can have the best of both worlds. Nothing is ever fair. Can only say that we met at the wrong time at the wrong place. And eventually, 2 people meet for a cause, and be it a simple cause or a complicated one, 2 people have already met up and things are in the realms of rebus ..
it has started. This is only the beginning and it is yet to end. Blame no one at all. Live with it and no complains. This is the key to willingness....
and i think somehow most of you would have guessed it ....
A new creature has appeared ... and he is somehow ... a forbidden creature .....
~=+Shynna develope feelings+=~
