1/25/2010 02:01:00 pm | Monday 25 January 2010
~=+Fruitful Saturday with Fruit cocktail Feelings+=~
wowie ~ never expect that my Saturday (23/01/2010) was so exciting. Well well, i spent the night out on a Friday and I arrived home promptly in the early hours of the afternoon. Took a short nap and manage to O.B.E .. hmm~ exciting ... told Jeff abt my exp .. n he said that i love to dream too much ... ~chey~
I tot that my jam that day was due to be canceled as the dummy KB M.I.A, din reply smses.. but fortunately, things went on as planned. Fiz (drummer) called me and suggested that we should proceed with the jam. So i met Fiz and Lily (bassist) for the 1st time. The experience playing with them is good and final decision - they are in!! which means most of my wkends will be be occupied with music and wk nites will be more focus on Youtube-ing ..
After the session ended, Jeff and I went for a cock session over a few drinks, as usual la, drink talk nonsense.. and then I mention to him some of the issues i have been facing recently. Sometimes, there is so much corruption in the human mind that most times, ppl do not knw what they are doing.
I reached home in the wee hours of the morning. Decided that the drinks are not enough for me, i went to 7-11 to get more servings of the boosts. I sat at the void deck, trying to piece out a missing part of a puzzle and finally i came to a conclusion.
Things, many many things, they happened for a reason. And, usually there is a process that one needs to go thru in order to grow, learn and eventually excel. So far, I have given up certain things cos i wana gain other things. And this slow and painful process sometimes makes me more emo than usual..
1) Move on, dun ever think of Daniel any more.
2) Think carefully before making choices.
3) Never trust anyone u meet randomly.
4) Never give in to persuasion once u have a gut feeling that something is wrong
5) Always put jamming as NUMBER 1 no matter what happens (of cos Darling Nicole is still #1)
I called up a friend after i thought of all these. Spoken to him on some dumb thingy issue. Then we both come to an understanding that "MOST MEN THINK WITH THEIR COCKS."
Lols... yeah, traveling here n there, meeting up so many kuku ppl, i see alot of cocksters, losers, chee ko peks.... i still remembered when i was 16, i dated Tony .. he was then 31 and married. but i din care, cos the mutual understanding of not hurting each others' feelings is there. Years later, i met Peter. Also married with kids. Did i ever care? NO! cos, these ppl are honest enough to tell me that they think with their COCKS!!!
1) They tell me that abt their marital status cos they dun wana hurt my feelings.
2) They wan a discreet relationship cos they feel lonely at times.
3) They buy me things, pamper me, go for movies n meals with me.
4) I'm ok with it cos, I am liberal and feels that all humans have feelings and its always a gd choice if its a "2 way" thingy.
At least they are not those bang n go cases where the men show no respect to the female at all. Using them as sex objects.
Now in this era, i don't think what is there to hide. Honestly .. if ppl are to juz be so fickle minded, just like Charles .. i think there are a lot of suicide cases in SG and as u look in the papers, the victims are getting younger cos their feelings are being hurt.
And also i would like to salute those whom i met recently and are honest to tell me abt their physical needs. But, i have to reject u, cos i dun believe in "planned sex".. if it happens naturally then so be it.. and the point is, its one way or the other. Get to your point. Dun dilly and dally and make the other party feel like am mixed up fruit cocktail. STATE UR FUCKING POINT.
Anyway ... all i can say is i had a fulfilling wkend.. and .. perhaps will be getting more busy cos more projects are coming up.. wooo HOOOooo~~ so looking forward..
apart from that.. i just wish that ppl will appreciate me more.. cos .. i am not a SEX OBJECT @!!!!
~=+Shynna-liciously mixed up fruit cocktail+=~
