1/01/2010 07:10:00 pm | Friday, 1 January 2010
~=+2010, happy new year or happy its near?+=~
2010!!
cant believe that i am actually home and blogging at this hour. i still rmb that last yr.. i was with him, hand in hand and enjoying our steamboat new yr dinner and now i am all alone at home ... ~ suffering.. ~
i tried asking ppl out. feel like going for a movie. but nobody is free. i even tried calling ah how a few times but ... argh!! he M.I.A on me again ... sometimes i reli wonder what happened to my glam. damn~
used to be having so many progs and parties to attend. after he left, life for me has been in solitude. i try going out to meet new ppl, but ... these ppl seemingly are juz out for nothing but a gd F***K... argh~ wad happen to all the good ppl?
2012 is coming, and more and more corruption is begining to surface. i can see that frm all these recent events, there are more n more evil rising.
i am so bored to the core that i went to youtube and found some vids on The Lost Book Of Nostradamus. He is a prophet born in southern France. And he had made predictions of the atom bomb, the rise of hitler, 911 attack and even the tsunami and hurrican katrina.
and then ... now i chance upon this link below while i was googling more on nostradamus.
http://www.ufodigest.com/news/1209/2010.phpits about 2010, WW3 begins in november and blah blah blah.
the strange thing is i had a dream of him returning to me. in my dream he came back to me, telling me that the war was horrible... and now, damn, i saw this link!! WAR in 2010??
is this a coincidence or isit that all my dreams that i have will come true after sometime? i am reli confused. my dreams and visions. somtimes most of them scare me cos a majority of them serve as signs to me. as some of them will come true... most ppl think that dreams are opposite of real life but for me its totally a diff case.
what am i thinking? am i plain crazy? have i completely lost my mind out of this solitude i force myself to be in?
probably i have lost my mind. keep on meditating and praying for his return have made me gone crazy completely abt this EOW thingy and this 2012 event and i google everyday and youtube everyday just to see what more new sources i can find and wish to code break my lucidal dreams ~
~=+Shynna is going NUTS+=~
Surrealistic Shynna