Its been another suffocating week that had juz gone by. Gosh~~ cant breathe... busy as usual as dis is de exam wk. even had to teach on a labour day and also thru out the week ends.. went to vivo city for de 1st time in my life on 03/05/08(saturday)
OH YES man.... i went out to drink after i went for a movie n a simple dinner at vivo....
den when i met amy.. she asked me something which made me so difficult to answer her... she asked how come i was wearing jeans? zzzzzz as if i reli felt comfortable in a pair of jeans...
she felt very puzzled that i can actually make do with "rules n regulations" being imposed into my life... well, the thing is i reli feel suffocated at times. but i juz dunno wat to do... and i dun even knw wad will happen in the long run either... nobody can predict.. i shall juz remain submissive at dis very moment... T.T
WHERE IS SHYNNA?????
She's missing for almost 2mths now and she is so sad and alone in her darkness of the ambisymal abyss.....
She feels so terrible.. she's getting mood swings, kenot control her temper.. buy things n shop for things to vent it all out... 
It so terrible when u can feel her yet.. she's so far away. sometimes i ask myself izit worth while to kip her away?
i dun like to kip her away.. i try to be normal. try to fit in... but i think i am going to get into spasms of fits soon if i dun do something abt it... but how?
hav not spoken to tiffy for awhile now, not even to say i think my lolita dresses are going to grow MOULD.. ><
my boots and mary janes are going to get de shoe cancer ... my fish nets?? i think i can gif them away to fisheman to catch fish ... or maybe a mermaid!! Oo
i wan someone who can bring me away frm mankind... not bring me to mankind...
i rmber these were my exact words i told him... and he actually asked me to think over what is it tt i reli wan..
i guess... i think ... i ....
~=+ I AM SUFFOCATED +=~
T.T
