having meet into too many "unplanned" ppl at "unplanned" places. i dun like to get drunk... but the thing is, sometimes i juz cant help it. i had oredi cut down on my drinking habits so much. i cant even imagine tt now in a mth i hardly ever went out to drink. from having to drink everyday to now de, once in a blue moon drinking.

i changed my hp number, maybe was a gd thing that had happened. at least now, not so many of those drinking kakis would call.... ARGH~~ and having to meet them coincedentally is SUCKZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

in a drunkard stupur i may hav said many kuku things but den, nevermind, i dun think it makes sense anyway....

i wasn't very myself for de past week and i felt extremely tired. maybe age is catching up on me and also de fact that i haven been eating and sleeping well.. but for the weekend, i had a lil chat with my mum... and was rather surprised that she actually gave me a green light to de thing i told her... hmmm ... i wont write my decision here yet cos, my initial planning is still early... and only at stage 1.. when i proceed to stage 2 den i will slowly reveal wat is going on.

and wow... look, its like 5am here and i am still wide awake.. things had reli make a big turning point for me for de past week.... dis one week i did alot of research n soul searching.. i think its time i reli make a point to fight for wat i wan n not suffer in dis kuku silence anymore....