Argh~~ its so bothering tt i have to put another post... its not de 1st time i decided to up 2 posts in a day... haix.... love sucks. having to knw each other all over again.. having to learn abt each other's DOs and DON'Ts..

As the saying goes : Love is like cotton candy; its sweet when it last but it never LAST LONG... ><

den how to last? how to make it last? Learn to fly kite. when u think tt de kite is falling frm the sky den, its time to pull de strings and make it stay afloat...

when de wind is too strong and ya kite seem to be going to blown away by de bloody wind, i think its time u kip ya kite....

sometimes i feel tt i am not trying hard enuf... sometimes i feel tt i am trying too hard.. its tiring after having some futile conversation wit ... wit ... wit ... haiz.... he dun seem to knw wad i wan... neither do i knw wad he wans...

its oni been barely 2mths.. i so scared tt i might be xainzz.. i spoke to hui on msn juz now. she was surprised tt i actually have a NEW LOVE.

HUI asked: Since when did shynna ever wana be tied dwn?

Shynna reply: Since now lo... since i knw him lo.... since ... i oso dunno since when... T.T

It seems pretty difficult to rebuild this new found feelings. and i am not a person who is easy to get along with set alone..... easy to understand in any sense...

I am oways in my own world .... now someone is flying my kite... and it seems tt he is not flying it de rite way.. makes me xianzzz..... how am i suppose to be blissful in dis way? i am so so so so scared tt de day will come tt i wana conceal all my feelings all over again.... help...

Please fly your kite cautiously... In order to have a blissful MURDER like Died n Doom below... wahahaha!!!








Surrealistic Shynna