Have not been writing for awhile now... thanks to no excess to de lappy at my ah ma hse.... xianz... living under the hse of another reli sucks to de core.. imagine de agony of having to creep home in the middle of the nite trying not to wake any1 up in de house... luckily there wasn't much of a curfew if not i think i wud hav died long time....

the next thing is that ... i think i am going to break down soon.... haix... maybe i locked up shynna too long in her closet and she juz has to break free. now days is juz plain old Eunice and her aunty ways of living... de stereo typical, i've got a bad hair day ,OMFG.... zzzz when is shynna coming back? i dunno... cos there is someone who seems to kenot accept the excistence of having shynna around...

HELP... shynna is screaming inside me to break free... but each time i have to tell her to wait till i have more free time ON MY OWNnnnnnn....... ><

sometimes is not easy when im dating a NORMAL MAN..... and trying to be normal juz does not seem easy at times... HELP ..... argh argh argggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~

SHYNNA GONE CRAZY..... LOCK UP TOO LONG... HELP...

PLAIN OLD EUNICE SUXXxx..... ><

like it or not ... i hv to be Eunice for de time being .... kenot Lolita.... TMD....

im not complaining u gimme to much restrictions.. im juz hoping tt i can be myself sometimes.. and not oways for de sake of u i have to be Eunice all de time.... T_T


Surrealistic Shynna