I could not reli slp last nite so i went to animecrunch.com to watch anime. The title of de anime is Blood+... Its abt a gal who was programme to kill monsters and de key to distory them is in her blood. And the sad thing is something happened to her and her programme went hay wire. she was put to slp and one day found herself awaken and adopted by a man. she could not rmb her past at all so she lived her life as a normal 15yr old gal in high school. she was asociated wit her 2 adopted brothers, riku n kai, and her adopted father showered her wit lots of love and care.

last nite i was watching a touching episode where she was forced to kill her father as her father was infected wit monster blood n going to transform into a monster himself. so after killing her adopted father wit her own blood, she had a flash back of how loving her father wad to her. the scene was very touching as she recalled he father taking her whole family to de beach to watch de sunset. her father ask de family wat do they think of de sunset? riku, de younger brother replied tt it was sad to see de sun go dwn de horizon. den de father explained that yes, it is sad. but think of it dis way, its not tt the sun is not going to rise again de next day. it will owasy rise again and u can greet de new day sun wit a smile. no matter how unhappy u r, u knw tt de sun is oways smiling at u and they will remain like de sun. as in de family will remain like de sun. though there are unhappy moments, there will oways be happy times where they can smile n laff abt.

den the next scene, her flash back was before her father's death. her father held her hands and told her that, she has to do wadever she thinks tt its a rite choice. no matter how ppl look at her, so long she feels tt her choice is rite, den she muz do it, so its ok to kill him wit her blood. and his last words to her is "Live Through Today For The Sake Of Tomorrow" and u will greet each day with a smile.

well well.... now that i am living in a slum... these words are so beautiful to me. yeah.... i will survive all this ordeal and handle each and every situation carefully and choose de choice in which i think tt its rite and not care how others will look at me. cos end of the day i am de one who will b happy n not them. hopefully, my choice is rite dis time. live thru today for de sake of tmr, cos i knw tt he will prefer to see me smile den to b sad. ^^

cheers~


Surrealistic Shynna