3/10/2008 08:07:00 pm | Monday 10 March 2008
=~Living Embodiedment Of 2 Creatures~=
Fearful that i would be consumed by my lonliness, he brought me this magnificent creature into my life. I thought he was the answer to all my prayers but it was only the begining of all my misery. -- A living NIGHTMARE -
All For the love of another, the poor creature doomed to relive one tradegy after another. A curse that i utter oh-so-many years ago.But i would gladly trade places with another.. the day he broke my heart and went against my wishes, was it de day he told me tt he love another? or izit the day that i told him that i wana end it once and for all? It is I that am portrayed as the villian, the wicked queen filled with envy and the need for revenge, not the broken woman i see before me, looking back with loveless life. when did i become his monster? the living embodiedment of the wicked queenof fairy tale myths.....
who can heal me? Cuts that never HEAL.... NEVER..........Then now that i am all so torn apart and impregnented with all these sorrows and misery, came yet another creature to steal me away. Lock am i in within the chasms of darkness. chained to the misery of another.... having no way to run nor hide.... engulfed by de fearful emptiness.... i pray for yet another miracle to come........
