Doc:is it really okay?

Girl:yes

Doc:is this your first time?

Girl:yes, it's my first

Doc:I have killed countless children can you forgive me?

Girl:...

Doc:I ask one more time, is it really okay?

Girl:yes

Doc:are you ready?

Girl:yes

Doc:well then, let's begin


Child that will be born adults with no sense of guilt fallen
I who has no name why am I here I don't even understand, but
I don't know that I only have a few months to live...

I want to love I want to be born inside this mother's body, staring
since the time I waited for consciousness two months on I sensed something fast
yet I could do nothing that cord of ours will be...


I, incomplete, my body pierced through with hooked pain
mother's screaming voice, ringing in my ears, will not cease white coated adults scooped me up



in eyes overflowing with cold heartedness bloody, without a right hand, I am reflected
just as I was, in black vinyl I am wrapped, engulfed




while my consciousness is gradually fading, I consider quietly
if I, caged, am loved as I am, that is good it cannot be forgiven



it's better that I, unlovable, died as I am
in quiet I shall sleep without giving my first cry



just once, I want to feel a mother's love
maybe this is love

thank you
a door that never opens was closing tight
but I am surely your future, and so...

my body burned, consumed until my bones become nothing burned, destroyed



goodbye .....


Since then .... he never left me .... my 1st unborn ...




Mummy loves u and appreciated all these while u have been protecting me against those whom brought me harm, sadness and pain .. but dear boy ... dun harm daddy ... JUZ HARM THAT SLUT WHO TOOK HIM AWAY ....

~=+Shynna loves her son+=~


Surrealistic Shynna