Friends - They are such wonderful ppl to have..


at the same time they can be a pain in the neck.


Friends - They can share your problems..



at the same time create prblems for you too..


Friends - They can stand up for you when you are being bullied by others.



at the same time they can oso be the ones who bully you for some reason.



Friends - They can over look your flaws, forgive and forget, tell you opinions and make you a better person.



at the same time, they can be the ones who pretend that nothing has ever happened after a fight and conspire a plot to tear you down at the most down moment of your life.



No matter what happens, Friends are the ones who will remain true to u in any sense. Only true frens will tell you ya mistakes and faults and make you into a better person.



If friends hold grudges and hide everything, plan to get back on you in any sense, den such ppl are juz not worth keeping at all.



Everyone commit mistakes in life. If you feel that you cant forgive the person's mistakes den its time to move on. No point to look back and hold on to the hatred. And at the end of de day plan an ambush and involve ppl who are not aware of de actual situation at all.



its sad that after all these years, i keep on have misjudgements on certain ppl and certain issues. i try to keep positive, thinking that friends are the ones whom i can rely on since i dun have a complete family.



but end of the day, friends are oso de ones whom cant forgo certain issues and mistakes that i have made. Words are like knives that cut you deeply. Words are also the key to either make you a stronger person or the bomb to total demolition.



In my blogs, even my past entries and older version blog, i write abt my feelings, my thoughts. Oftenly in poems, lyrics... codes that ppl dun understand... even scold some irritants that irritated me. BUT NEVER ABOUT ANYONE"S SONS OR DAUGHTERS AT ALL. COS I AM OSO A MOTHER MYSELF.



And if some of you think that i have done or said something in which you think that you cant forgive, den dun pretend to care abt me.



i am going thru a difficult time in life where i have to make many decisions and trying to iron out my life to make it as simple as can be. and if you feel that by getting back at me at dis point in my life you will feel better, den you reli have succeeded. letting me knw now its oways better den later.



And being ignorant and judgemental due to a 3rd party's comment will bring you nowhere.



if friends cant even confront friends to straighten problems, what are these frens for? if ppl cant even talk nicely and reli knw wat you want in ya heart, den y not try to resolve in other methods? y have to tell a 3rd or even 4th party den conspire a plan to bring down a person?



Friends - what are they for at the end of the day?



now ppl knw y shynna loves to isolate? cos each time she tries to be open and blend in, ppl start to see her as a monster n not a victim.



ppl wana climb high and never realise their mistakes till too late. since i've knwn what is mine, i have never ever wana talk or use that kinda attitude to talk anymore. i juz wana move on. but still.. there are juz some ppl whom cant move on n only pretend to have...



if you think that the person im talking abt is you... den all the best.. you have torn me down in every single way u have. hope that you are happy now. but i wont fall.. i cant. cos of my daughter's custody, not yet..



will only go see a doc after the finalization of the ULTIMATE D...





~=+Shynna Is Torn Apart+=~
it is I that am portrayed as the villian, the wicked queen that is filled with envy and the need for revenge.
Not the broken woman i see before me, looking back with loveless life
The living embodiedment of the wicked queen of fairy tale myths
*adapted from serena valentino, author of Gloom Cookies


Surrealistic Shynna