Oh my GOD !! I can believe that I left my blog to rot for like 2 long donkey years ... I do hope that I can start blogging again n try to bring back some life into this page..

I guess I must have lost a handful of readers ...

Oh well, as it goes, a little update on myself for this past 2yrs. Things go up n down like a roller coaster ride. I was emotional... Overwhelm with emotions ... happiness, sadness, craziness ... nevertheless my life is still as paradoxical as ever.

A general new update is that I have remarry. I have ended my dreadful 10yrs marriage with Tachi n have moved on .. From Charles .. to ... Kevin ... and then to monsters n creatures, not forgetting chevalier .... N now I end myself with a normal person. Not a goth nor rocker .... surprise?

and yes, after I settled down with this man of my life, I have a son. He is now at 7months old n doing well..

I do hope that I can revive this blogger once again ... lets start from now, perhaps I shall write like once to twice a week... lets see if I can get back the responds of readers that I used to have, perhaps bring up the level of readers?

I am still a goth, I never forget the culture that I am brought for and most importantly, I still love metal music. Just that my outlooks have changed to a little mainstream. probably from the stress n exhaustion of have to take care of 7month old Ian ... Im a new mother all over again ..

hmmmm ... shall end here ok? will update soon


a little recent pic of myself before n after makeup ... kinda farfetched from the goth that u guys used to know eh ~~


Surrealistic Shynna