12/07/2008 10:46:00 pm | Sunday 7 December 2008
~=+Dont Tell Me Its another CREATURE??+=~
Oh God tell me that this is not happening .... since the last creature came n left the void in my heart... this is not suppose to happen. i tell myself so many zillion times never to let another creature into my life again ...
and yet .... and yet.... i think .... there he is again.... OMFG... dun do this to me pls..
Little Miss surrealistic is thinking too much again ... how can i feel this way at this moment if my life?? duhz....
1st was tachi... a creature that came into my life for 8yrs...
de 2nd creature is Charles... tt idiot who messed up my life since we broke off in july... den now....
this creature... the 3rd.... the 3rd idiotic creature... will he leave the void even deeper than those previous 2 did?? ARGH!~~~ .... shynna is so dead...
somehow i still rmb how Charles appeared so unexpexctedly exactly last yr also around this time... but everything was cut short dis yr in July ....
Den now also somewhere after my bday ... there he is .... the new creature jux unexpectedly APPEARED juz like how charles did .... WTF~~~~
I dunno wat to do ... maybe let time prove everything... i dun wana take anymore gambles... when Charles left... my heart was already torn apart.. shreded infact ... so now ... dis new creature....
is he out to steal my heart away juz like charles did? OR is dis for REAL??
~=+SHYNNA IS FALLING AGAIN+=~
..... u knw wat i mean ... falling... as in falling in ... L**E..
P/S: its juz a 4 letter word... LOVE... its de begining of all hates and the source of all curses...
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