8/24/2008 05:17:00 pm | Sunday 24 August 2008
~=+ Sometimes I Really Need Someone +=~
Look into my eyes... Tell me what you see?Listen to my heart... Tell me what you hear?
Is this the way u look at me? Is this the way u see me as?
Can anyone tell me what is wrong with me? Can anyone feel me?
The emptiness and sorrow.. this darkness that swallows me.. 
I shout at the top of my lungs... each time to hear myself shouting back at me ... that same old familiar voice that shouts and shouts ... to be welcome back by the echoes of nothingness.
~=+HELP+=~
Can anyone hear me?
Can anyone save me?
Does anyone know the dejection of this cruel and realistic world?
I still remember that day when he held me in his arms.. that very day he told me that he cant live without me.. it seems like its only yesterday..
I never seem to have forget every details.. those words that ring in my head .. OVER AND OVER AGAIN...
That creature that once flew into my life.. stole my heart away..
But have to end it by destroying my every dream over in a single nite..
I wana forget.. but how can i ever do that?
That creature that once loved me so deep ... that creature that cause me to have this ever going dream night after night..
He may never ever come back anymore..
This dream.. this hope.. has turn into a living nightmare and embodied itself into my soul...
He told me that he does not like me to be emo.. but he is also the source for me to feel emo all the time.
He wants me to stay positive.. yet he is the one who made me into a negative idiot.
He wants me to stand up tall, walk up high, yet he is STILL the one whom push me into the open seas to drown....
Izit his fault or mine? - maybe nobody's ...
He juz need to think over his actions.. why did he pull me out of my shell, left me in the open and let me painfully... slowly... be eaten up by this cruelty?
This ever so wonderful creature.. will there be anyone like him that will find back my heart for me ?
Or will i be left like this? always having to look into the mirror and tell myself that i am looking back into this world with loveless EYES??
