6/08/2008 05:56:00 pm | Sunday 8 June 2008
~=+BORING+=~
Its another one of those wks gone, hmm~~
Friday (06/06/08) had a boost of red wine... yippie... in my own home. got tipsy and found myself being latch out of de fucking hse. zzz... nvm
Saturday(07/06/08) woke up and hangover, night time was worst... maple server down and kenot go in .... cant patch.... zzz T.T wad could be worst?? spend my nite on msn wit mappie toking nonsense and got to knw tt mel n ying getting married.. geez was lock in my own world till i went to slp at 4am... ke lian...
ppl ask, u not at bf hse meh? no need pei him? he watching tv.. he lock in his own world oso... plus he doing some future forecast for his fren.. so i dun disturb him lo... geez 
Sunday (today 08/06/08) woke up. went to teach tuition.. late... - AS USUAL- and feel glad tt de misunderstanding between Tif n me is over.. thanks M8.. ^^ i appreciate ya understanding.
den now... sit here write blog. dunno wad to do next. maybe go jogging. den i think its de end of my week. so uneventful.
where is party shynna? -KENNA BAN-
now is nothing but work work work... i tot no more wit tachi my life will be a lil much different. a lil more eventful perhaps. but hey hey.... its same as before. nothing but work.
n de fact tt tachi witout me is drinking every wkends wit his frens.. his boss even bought him a laptop and he seem better high flying than me... geez .. so unfair.. i slog for so long and am still slogging.
i am withering to death for crying out loud. i tot i wanted simplicity. but this kinda simple is a lil too much for me. work, coffee shop, home... dis is my life now. zzz i feel a lil tied down. but the fact is, ya i admit that my drinking habits are a lil hazordous at times. haix.... wad is freaking wrong wit me? argh.....
i read up an article on bringe drinking on the newspapers juz now. i think i am one of those bringe drinkers... geezz ... no boose no home... but wat is life wit no boose? some would ask... you're still young, go out see de world...
the fact is i am tired... i need a break... a wkend get away. do some stupid stuff... get drunk on a deserted beach...swim naked in de sea, moon bath naked on de beach, look for a dark cave... have sex inside. lolsss. laff at each others' stupidity after we get drunk...puke den laff at each other again... but i guess it would never happen. geez..
2 ppl dun see eye to eye.. so juz compromise and gif and take. i continue to lead a boring life till my limits cant take den think of a way out... SG is juz such a boring place... damn fuck.
den tachi has been smsing me every now and den la... dunno wad he wans... he keep asking me if we are still frens. of cos is frens lo... den wad? kenot say no de ma... duhzz..
ahhhhhh..... one more wk... next wk will be eventful. saturday(14/06/08) going to sentosa. will try to upload as many picx on de outing as possible.
stay tuned... i am going to do facial now since nothing to do... geezz.... kelian de shynna needs a breather.
diana: eh, does ya bf kiss u?
me: of cos la.. siao where got ppl ask dis kinda qn wan?
diana: no la.. curious ma. i wonder how come Eddy dun kiss me.
me: ? huh? (dun reli get wad she meant)
diana: eddy la, he dun seem to like kissing me at all. de most only peck on de cheek or lips. dun have those like passionate kiss wan lo.
me: ? huh? (a lil oblivious)
diana: walao!! u knw wad i toking abt ma?
me: er, ya, u said eddy seldom kiss u passionately. but, does it reli matter? he loves u can le ma.. no meh?
diana: u dun get it.... maybe its my problem. i juz feel that i need de affectionate kiss from him to assure our LOVE...
me:jibai... lai la... i kiss u lo.. ai mai?? (laugh laugh giggle giggle)
diana: fuck la... u dun und de meaning of romance de lo.
me: ROMANCE is not my cup of tea. i am juz begining to believe in love.. so .... even if he doesnt even fuck me, i will oso think is ok..
diana: i need de passionate kiss FROM HIM!!!!!
me: walao eh!!! den wad? u wan me to tell him for u izit? jibai bitch. bo kiss den bo lo.... very important meh?
diana: tok to u like shit.... call u later... going to do manicure now..
zzzz..... i dunno wads de point of dis conversation. but i juz feel that physical contact is not important to me.... its de feeling lo.... aiyo.... diana... u think too much le.... ><
de fact that he actually made her a scarp book and she does not even appreciates it... how to make dis kinda gal happy??? za dao!!!
