Wootsy ~~ ... its been a long time since my last entry. i dun reli have the energy to write abt wad's reli going on recently. My new job makes me feel so tired everyday. Its not physically draining, but in a sense very mind bogging... ish~~

So many new things to learn and so many different systems... ish~~ kk ... dis past few wks also was a few wks of nothing much different. -- Every night oso go drink. every nite oso no diff.

Well, having come to dis new environment, i am hoping for a change. hoping that i can make it futher den b4.. and having to come to a new environment means having to meet new ppl ... and ... most of them i shud say, have the EQ of 0%... ish~~ how worst can it ever get? ppl who talk n never think, ppl who dun gif instructions clearly..
maybe im new n i dun reli knw them so to me i dun reli understand their lingo ... so it makes things a lil difficult to catch up. da di di da ~~ or maybe ppl think that i am weird... nvm ... im oways weird n nvr normal ... juz trying to fit in i suppose ...trying to be someone that i am not ... again ... i come back to dis issue of who shud be who.... ish~~ -_-!!!

today' entry will be a lil longer den usual as i have not been updating and i reli got hell lots of things to say...

i miss wai kit, i miss xin, i miss mew, vivi, wendy, suki n not forgetting TIFFY~~~ ... i miss so many ppl whom i have not been in touch with... except the so called kampong, i dun miss... ish~~ they gif me de creeps. those minds of theirs is more weird than mine... ish ish ish~~ -____-!!!!!!

i went to a chalet organised by my family de following wk after my sis got married.. den de rest of the days i spent them .... >>>>>>>>> DRINKING... wad else?? its like a favourite pass time now.. not that i am rich. juz tt i have reli gd frens, ppl like johnson, joanne, christine, not forgetting nicole n zamien (de MU couple) ..

and yes yes .... ppl muz be wondering, wad happen to all those freakos that i oways get to meet in my life... k, its de end of 2008 rmb?? its all over. no more freakos now. i choose not to meet them up, even though there r still on facebook n msn.. ppl whom get on my nerves n dunno that they pissed me off... ish~~

besides all this shit, everything is still going on fine. still paddling gd... still recovering from my finaces, but wrking fine, eating fine n i hope no more black fridays cos ... this coming friday is >>>>>>> GOOD FRIDAY~~

lets hope good things come on this day ^^


okies, photo of this wk.... the normal shynna ...
hao hai lao gong ... i guess u r rite. the society kills us n destroy our dreams .. look at me!!! where is gothic lolita shynna?? no more liao .. in dis photo u can see its juz a normal me....

i got killed..

~=+Shynna got killed by society+=~


Surrealistic Shynna