2/22/2008 05:19:00 pm | Friday 22 February 2008
Yet Another Creature Is Sent


As i set my eyes upon him, i knew that he is yet another creature that is sent to melt me. i am forbidden to have this feeling but i cant control it from coming. This creature though has not made his move, its juz a matter of time. but then, i keep telling myself, even if i want to, but my situation does not allow me to melt.

i hav to remain frozen for as long as i can. i juz hope that dis magnificent creature would never make his move. juz let things the way as it is. remain frozen as it should be. i am not in any position to judge, but base on the rumours, i guess its juz a matter of time. so, now, its either i will srtike him 1st or dis creature will make his move to destroy me.

it is not allowed even though i try to fight the feelings away. i juz hope that i will not see dis creature again. yet inside me, i missed him. shud i juz stike 1st or wait for the time that he will come steal my heart away? i do not knw. calm is what i shud stay, lifeless is wad i muz remain. cold n emtionless is wad i am. but the overwhelming feel of it... i can feel it bursting out of me each time i set my gaze on him. yet i do not wana put myself in a predicament. what if those rumours are not true? wad if it is she who wana set up a trap that will make me lost my dignity once again? she has set up so many traps for me in de past. time and again i forgive her n let things de way they are. but this time, will she hurt me again by telling me that there is a creature who is set out to melt me? how is she so sure that this creature is after me n not the others? wad if the creature is juz another one of those who kill, feast and flee?
what so ever is the reason ... i think... i have.... fallen for the creature.... but i wont let him take my heart away... i dun wana lose it once again.. creature after me or me after creature does not make any sense now. its juz a matter of will i tell him that i've fallen or will he strike me b4 i do anything? maybe i wont tell... i dun wana b defeated. lets play a game of kite flying then. see whose kite soars higher n beautifully in the nite skies.

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